Today was the day! I've started over and went back to Weight Watchers tonight. A big hug from Kelly, Steve and Susan welcomed me back. I was very nervous to face anyone there but I feel so much better now that I did go. So tomorrow morning starts a more rigorous effort at keeping track of points and tracking all my food. I entered the foods in my phone tracker so I can try using that.
So, it begins again but I'm ready now.